BowtiesAndOmNoms

I might get a new DA account, because I feel like I have to much crap that I can't really stand to take away or leave on this account, BowtiesAndOmNoms. The thing I can't stand to leave, however: My username. I love my username... Well, I think I'll still use this one, but use the other account to post most of my GOOD art things. And to all my amazing watchers: Please keep watching! I'm still the same person, I just have a different name. And look different. And have different art. BUT I'M STILL ME, AND MY ART STYLE AND INTERESTS ARE STILL THE SAME. Mostly. Well, interests still the same, but I'm improving my drawing style (Pretty much why I want a new account). So, yeah. I'll put up a link to my new account when/if I get one.

I have a new accountant! Um, no... That came out wrong.... Uh... ACCOUNT! That was it. It's called DaleksDontEatWaffles! Link to teh page here: daleksdonteatwaffles.deviantar… All my wonderful watch-y people, please keep watching because I will have batter art put there. So, yeah. Thaaanks!

I hate Steven Moffat. I really, really hate him. At the moment.
Okay, Major Spoilers/Spoiler-ish stuff below. You've been warned.

SPOILER TIME: Somebody dies. And it is definitely either Amy or Rory. Or both. There are pictures on the internet from the episode set in NYC, which is the one where Amy and Rory are leaving. It shows a graveyard, and the TARDIS is there and The Doctor and River are standing over a grave. And nobody else is there in the seven pictures I've seen of them in that graveyard.

Curse you, Moffat Man. Curse you.

I have only ONE episode of lost to go out of 120. Which I am going to watch in 10 minutes.
I started watching it so I wouldn't be so sad without Doctor Who for a year... Now I am NOT going to be able to live while I have to get a distraction from my (ending) distraction....
So: I thought of the "Perfect" solution: To try and completely forget Doctor Who so that I wouldn't be so upset, then somehow remember it when the new episodes are airing. This plan failed miserably. I gave up after five minutes of Math and went back to my Doctor-Who-related daydreams. Even if I tried, I would never be able to forget or ignore Doctor Who. I think I have run out of shirts that do NOT have to Doctor Who logo on them. Also, my room is infested with things (Posters, Action figures, Books, drawings... etc.) Doctor Who related.

I now have very random Journal titles. Random Journal titles are cool.

By the way, anyone know a reeeeally good show that distracts them from the Doctor Who crisis?

Life is no longer terrible! Yaaaaay! I am WAAAAY better at art now, I'm gonna upload a drawing I did yesterday today, and It's cooool. Also, if anyone wants to learn really good Manga/Anime/Whatever then I SUGGEST MASTERING MANGA WITH MARK CRILLEY. The guy has a really good drawing style, and it includes a bunch of drawing tips that are really good for anyone, and any drawing style, actually. It has varieties of Eyes, hair styles, clothes, hands and feet you can reference from. They have step-by-step instructions, and unlike other Manga books I DON'T find myself getting lost and then following steps incorrectly, and then because they have no explanations or skip steps my end drawing is TERRIBLE. But this book is helpful, even for a person I know (Not anyone you know, VOCALexie112, Cupcakelova, Doctorwhofreak2 and Cloudglow. Don't worry.) who is normally really bad at drawing is now a good Manga drawer person. So, Use teh book! Byes!

P.S: Still don't believe me? Look at the drawing I'm posting later today. (AKA in like five minutes.)

I HATE LIFE.
I missed Doctor Who filming in NYC, (And I LIVE in NYC) which was my LIFE DREAM.
I only JUST learned that one of my best friends is alive.
Another one of my best friends either hates me, has been ignoring me, or forgot I existed for a week.
Another one of my best friends has been acting like a jerk and teasing me for a month, and it makes me feel terrible because we use to be good friends.
ANOTHER one of my best friends (You'll know that it's you.) Banned me from our Minecraft Server when I did a small practical joke on a GAME, and then she messed up my house (And it is probably being burned down as we speak, also.) and then framed me for breaking into her friends house and leaving a sign saying "Neon was here" (My Minecraft name is neoncreepkittie, I'm called neon) in her friend's secret base that I didn't even know existed, and then when I was trying to convince the people on that I didn't do ANYTHING, I asked "Do you really think I'm that stupid?" and her friend (Who's also the "Victim"'s sister) said, "Well, I don't know you, so I'm guessing." In other words, I am apparently stupid. I'm pretty sure she hates me. And then, a person who JUST got on the server heard that I was raging, so he sided with my friend and started throwing eggs at me (even more hate points, I'm doing REEEEALLY good with the hate points.) so I decided to leave my own server because it sucked so bad that everyone there hated me because of something I was framed for. And then, BOOM. Banned. By my own "Best friend." (Atleast, that's what she called me yesterday and what I thought she was, but I'm not so sure now.) Hate-o-meter: I think it broke into tiny screaming pieces.
You know what reeeeally didn't help with the whole "Everyone on Minecraft hates me" thing? That fact that I'm already treated like shit at my school, even by some of my own friends.
I'm used as a tool to push people up from their chairs.
I've had toilet paper rolls, huuuge clumps of paper towels, and ROCKS thrown at me.
I have friends who physically hurt me if I accidently were to step on their toe, but I'm so lonely and desperate that they're my friends anyways.
One of the other friends I resort to has told a biiiig secret I told her once to her mom, my dad, my reeeally overprotecive friend, and everyone else.
My other friend overreacts to everything I say, and gets upset at me for the rest of the day for a small thing I did.

So, if my friend is reading this (Hopefully she is, she has a DA account and is watching me, unless of course she already un-watched me) I want to tell you I'm sorry. I shouldn't have brought it up, and I got a little (Okay, type-y person, LITTLE? Seriously? Definately NOT little) okay, so very angry. And I'm sorry I started MC yelling, that's never fun to hear. And I'm sorry I ragequit. It was probably because I HATE being blamed for things I didn't do. Whenever I go upstairs to play piano, he comes up and starts yelling at me for "playing on the computer" since there are 3 computers in there, and I always get punished but I did nothing. (Also, I'm sorry for saying I would rather be on Cancraft. I was just annoyed with our server for everyone hating me.

Soooo, Maybe you'll forgive me and we'll say sorry and we'll have comments with hugging emoticons. Or, maybe you'll just think I'm a stupid whiney person and hate me even more (and have comments with exploding emoticons, if there is one. Is there? That would be cool, an exploding emoticon...) or maybe she'll quit DA (Thaaat's unlikely, so In other words my mind is freaking out again.) or maybe she'll just stop watching me and ignore me. Hopefully the first "Maybe."